Wednesday, 28 March 2012
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02:21
“Can I ask
you out?” I asked Rimsha being flirtatious.
She narrowed
her big petal-shaped eyes which made her nothing else than more hug-able and
cute.
‘I mean… out
for a coffee…nothing much”. I said grinning.
‘Okay…but it
should be followed by the dinner. And of course, IT’S NOT A DATE.’ She said
making it confirm that I understand what actually she meant. ‘And it will be
on you.’ She continued.
‘Definitely…I
don’t have any special interest in dating you.’ I said rolling my eyes.
‘Oh…really…you
really don’t have any interest in seeing me? I don’t believe this.’
‘I’M NOT
INTERESTED IN YOU, remember that’, I said firmly.
At afternoon
when I was laying on my bed suddenly my phone rang. With an incurious attitude
I picked it up to see it was a call from Upasana. I decided to play with her
for a while and so I disconnected the call. To my pleasant surprise I got the
following text form Upasana.
I’m not feeling good since my day is blue.
Believe me, it’s really true.
Can we both go out to the city? I
guess the plan is quite pretty.
Perhaps I don’t have anyone here to
cheer me up, you tell what’s up?
P.S. I’m very bad in rhyming the
words. L
I was
thrilled. I felt like I have won a race. Seventy percent of first and second
year boys had hots on Upasana and I felt like I have kicked everyone behind and
backed the trophy. I was about to pick up my phone to say ‘yes’ to her but I stopped for a while. If a boy shows an instant
acquiescence to any offer by a girl, the girl gets to think that the boy is too much interested in her and so at
present he is totally and easily accessible. Girls generally takes such ass-ish
boys causally and for granted. So I waited for five whole minutes and then
texted. “Umm…Have some other engagements.
Let me check, will there be any
possible adjustments.
And for this, 10 minutes, you need to
wait.
I was doing an important work and ur message
gave me a break.”
P.S. I too share the same handicap in rhyming
the words. :p
But I must
say those ten minutes were so heart breaking and intolerant. It was not at all
needed to make both of us wait for those ten minutes. But sometimes we boys
really act in such stupid manner. I must have checked my watch hundred times in
those ten minutes.
And then after ten minutes I texted. “At what time??? Eve five, will it be fine?”
She replied-“sure! I’ll wait…c u at
the main gate. J” .
I rushed to
the bathroom to take shower. For the first time in my whole college life I took
full half an hour to bath. But you guys don’t think that I don’t bathe daily.
But half an hour was really a record for me. I tried at -least ten shirts and
T- shirts to look fine and impressive. I
worked according to the listed stuff I had drafted to look like a prince- charming and of course cool.
As I came
out of my room, I saw my batch mates busy
playing cricket in corridor. I sprinted down the stairs but was caught by
Rupankar Suri. Rupankar was the most terrible dead wood in the whole
college…umm…I would not be mistaken if I say on the whole face of the earth. He
was such a guy who would ask questions like- if you are entering the loo he
will block your way asking, “ Dude…are u
going to the loo?” or if after the classes, during afternoon, he sees you with
a plate full of food stuff in mess,
he’ll ask, “ hey! Having lunch?” His questions were terrified as well as
deadliest. Seeing me running downstairs he asked, “Hey! Going downstairs?” “No
just checking where these stairs ends.” I replied, disgusted and sneaked out.
I reached
fifteen minutes early. I was nervous and was breathing fast. I decided to wait
at the cafeteria near- by the main gate. At five
I called Upasana. But my called was disconnected immediately. I had no other
choice than waiting for her. It has been aptly said- “the worth of each second
can be only understood and valued by a person who waits for someone special.”
I turned my
neck to look the road-way and I saw Upasana coming. She looked fabulous. My eye lashes stayed separated from each
other for one whole minute. It seemed like she had summed the whole beauty for
earth in her. She looked like the best creativity of nature. She wore a
sleeveless maroon colored shirt with denim Capri which was above her knees. Her
hairs were up to her shoulders and were well arranged which made her look more
stunning. She looked beautiful like the sky during sun-rise. Her black untied
hair resembled the beauty of dark night. Her natural pink glossy lips seemed
softer than rose petals. Her sparkling eyes were like stars twinkling at night,
unintentionally grabbing attention. Her extra fair-pink complexion was
equivalent to the beauty of blossom of a light pink lotus flower. Her glowing
skin appeared as shinny as a newly grown fresh leaf.
“How will we reach there?” she asked.
The words
came to my ears but I was busy gazing her and my eyes capturing the idol of
beauty.
“Vyom…stop
staring at me.”
“Huh? Umm…
here’s the auto, let’s go”. I said timidly.
We sat in
the auto. I was continuously gazing to this awesome creativity of God. And how
do I look? Let me tell you through a description given by a junior girl who was
allotted with a task of writing a matrimonial add of mine. So here it goes..
Height- 5ft 10 inches.
Color-
wheatish.
Hair- not so
neatly cut but a shock of hairs fell over his eye brows makes him look
freakishly cute.
Face- not
clean shaved but perfect due to the stubble.
Body- Perfectly build.
P.S. Spectacles makes him look more
adorable and handsome rather than ‘Nerd’. Wednesday, 21 March 2012
Three...still...continues...
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02:51
I had totally become an alien in terms of studies. I was not in talking terms with Tanay and had unfriended Rimsha from facebook and from my life. Mid-semester exams were just two days away but I kept myself engaged with Upasana. I used to go sometimes to Rishi’s room to check about his preparations. But never bothered about how he was doing.
I always noticed that Upasana used to be kind of disinterested during the chats but I wanted myself to be occupied as I was disconnected from the world of studies and true-friendship. I was lost in my own world. On the day of the first exam as I was moving to the exam hall, Dennis and Tanay came to me.
‘Hey... done with Section 67?’ Tanay asked.
‘Almost,’ I answered with utter disinterest.
‘Okay, then can you please deal with it. I have been knocking my head since last night but yaar kuch samajh nahi aa raha hai.’ Dennis said.
‘Seriously, we chewed Rishi’s brain but dimag me kuch gaya nahi, pata nahi ye banda bolna kya chahata hai.' Tanay spoke.
I then realized how devastatingly I was ready to goof up my paper. I did not know what they were talking about. The only section from which I was familiar was Section “Upasana”.
‘Just mug it up…and puke.’ I said and moved to sneak out.
While going to the academic block I got a good luck wish from Rimsha, in the form of a text message. It read: You cannot spare yourself from getting a good luck wish from me. N I know I’m nt 'dat' bad looking. It brought a smile to my face.
The question paper appeared like a death sentence which was signed by the setter as a punishment for ditching my studies. Someone aptly said: the question paper is like a dick… it gets hard and you are fucked up. I asked the invigilator how early I can leave. Each of the student seated in the hall fixed their eyes on me while the invigilator gave me a frowned look. My handicap condition made me sit quietly and I stared the question paper again to think what least things I can puke out. I cursed myself for opting law since we cannot bluff anything. After a whole half hour I begged the invigilator to take back my answer sheet and I came out of the examination hall. The whole corridor was vacant. While going towards my hostel I tried to call Upasana. But my call was disconnected and it followed a text message saying: DON’T DSTURB. I WNT 2 STAY ALONE. EXAMS. STUDIES. BUSY. It was more a telegram than a text message.
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‘Have you gone crazy? It’s utterly IMPOSSIBLE dude!’ I exclaimed.
I got to know from Tanay that Rimsha’s research paper was selected and she was going to attend an Annual International Conference on Law and she was pretty excited to go to California. In each terms Rimsha was giving me a tough competition and I felt in some corner of my heart that she was becoming an eye sore. I then decided to study hard and stand up for competing with her.
‘Yeah, No…I mean I haven’t gone mad. We all were at IT LAB when she was reading the mail. She really had worked her ass off for it’. Tanay said trying to concentrate on notes I got from Prakriti. After getting boorishly raped in the last paper I had decided to study with Tanay.
What the hell this girl was doing? She already had had her summer internship at Trustman Management Consultant, Delhi. She was working with Prakriti and Dennis for the upcoming National Moot court competition at Amity Law School, Delhi. And now she has landed up with paper presentation at an international conference.
‘You know she is an anomalous, nobody likes her’. Ire was clear from my tone.
‘You don’t make any sense’, Tanay said looking at me angrily and continued ‘and can we study now?’
I decided not to think much about Rimsha and get engrossed in studies. As expected my next exam went much better than the first one. Tanay had made me learn everything. He had confirmed all the important portions from Rishi who always had excellent terms with teachers. I was satisfied with my performance. Upasana was even seated in the same room. After coming out of the room I asked her- “so how was it? I saw you wrote a lot.” I tried to sound much ironical.
‘You’ll get to see when the result comes.’ She winked.
Her bright and shiny face made my heart skipped my heartbeats. I looked for my group and saw them busy discussing the paper. I have never understood in my whole life why these people need to discuss the past? Why on this earth after each exam do they need to put their heads together about the answers, go to the teachers enquiring the correct ones, scratch and beat their head if they find it wrong. And at last examining whether the exam went well or they were at hell. Why can’t they just follow Upasana’s theory- ‘Let the result come.’Predictions are good but we cannot change the upshots. As mine was okay. I was least interested to join them.
I was turning to the mess when some juniors (Note- all girls) came to me. I was confused. As one of them was just about to start I gave them a puzzled look.
She spoke, ‘sir, tomorrow we have Oindrila ma’am’s paper. She praises you a lot for your writing and presentation skill. Could you please guide us’?
Now more than confused I was shocked to hear this. Oindrila ma’am praised about me, that too amongst juniors, in front of the whole class! It was next to impossible. I always believed that teachers always remain a step ahead to screw up the students and take revenge of whatever they have suffered in their past. Each and every teacher is awarded with a freaky nickname. They are mostly recognized by those names. I guess they are the most disliked creature on this face of the earth. People call teaching as the noblest profession but then why I see most of them remain so dull and dry? But in case of Oindrila ma’am the above mentioned concept stands somewhat different. She always had a smile on her face which made her look charming. Precisely, she was just the copy of Rimsha. But, I always argued with ma’am for never giving me highest marks. It was always taken away by Rimsha. According to ma’am the marks depends on quality and quantity both. She had related her marking scheme with the food service at a restaurant. According to her a person can only be satisfied in a restaurant if he gets a delicious food with the right quantity for which he was paying. Really, weird funda. I personally never liked her that much as the other students did. She was not doubt adorable and to large extent cute but to me she was never good. I remember in her first class I was kicked out when I was caught being online on facebook.
I enquired again to make it confirm, “What did you just say, Orindila ma’am asked you all to contact me. Are u sure? "
“Yes sir, she took the very name of yours”. The junior replied humbly.
It was simply unbelievable; instead of suggesting her favorite’s name…how can she remember me. But then I was feeling like a celebrity. I answered, “Okay. Hmm… after lunch, catch me up at the library but only for 10 minutes. Is that clear?” I said with gravity. They nodded and went for food.
‘U free?’ I asked Rimsha in mess. She was standing in the queue for getting food. I entered the line by breaking the queue. She remained indifferent from my behavior. And so it was sure that she was not at all interested in talking to me. I had forgotten about our last dispute. Fight with Rimsha after every second day was included in my time-table, only the subject of dispute use to get change. Rimsha never use to care about these illogical disputes as she knew very well how moody was I. The moment I got the good luck wish for my first exam from Rimsha I decided not to stretch the matter too long. After all she was the notes supplier of mine. And of course till now; my best friend. Tanay had not joined me as he preferred to tag along with Tushara. Girl friend sometimes comes first on the priority list, especially when you have just missed to pick her call when she was sobbing and you were at loo doing the needful.
‘RIMZ’ I said quite loudly and it worked.
‘Huh? You asked me something’. Rimsha replied sounding perfectly formal.
‘C’mon, Rimz, I need to talk to you. By the way how was your paper?’
‘It was somewhat good. And what I remember, you pledged never to see my face again. Correct?’ Sarcasm was dripping for her tone.
‘Rimz…you know we are best friends and how non-sense I behave sometimes.’
‘Sometimes…ahem ahem…Mr.Vyom Malhotra, you need to correct yourself. You behave such non-sense every time.’ She spoke and walked toward the table.
‘Now do you want me to say sorry to you?’ I asked.
‘I never expect such things or say such humble things from you. You are VYOM...THE GOD’. She said keeping the plate on the table. And she continued…
‘And from next time don’t break the queue from between like you did today.’
‘Okkiessss...Chill’ I said as I took a bite of roti from her plate.
‘Why don’t you take your own plate, Vyom?’ She asked but seeing me not bothered she went to take some more rotis and a spoon. These days I really missed all this care. Amidst of all these, from the corner of my eyes I saw her exchanging smiles with…with… I scanned and saw…RAJ CHAWLA, President of student union. Don’t know why but I felt some type of possessiveness for Rimsha. I asked her- ‘Rimsha, didn’t you miss me all these days or you found someone else?’
‘I’ll always go for someone better.’ she chuckled.
‘Rimsha…please, just answer me properly’ I said groggily.
‘Vyom’ she said pulling my cheeks ‘you look so cute when you make such faces.’
‘Rimz…I can see lot of smiles!’ I exclaimed but ironically.
‘If ever I exchange a smile that doesn’t mean that I am in any way interested in seeing that guy’. She smiled and said.
‘Okay so after lunch?’
‘Vyom…u know what’s tomorrow…its IPC…and by now the whole batch knows how bad I’m in the subject. I really need to study it. Well, what’s with you…u must be prepared’. She spoke sarcastically, as expected.
‘Don’t you know…Rimz, it’s too bad when the whole batch knows that I have already revised it twice, wait…thrice.’ I said in equal measure.
‘Ohh…Wow then…u can teach me the subject…I need not to worry now as God is with me. Right, Vyom.’she played the next shot.
It just then happened I saw Upasana and I was now more interested in watching her. It happens when an extremely beautiful girl becomes your passion. She becomes the most desirable need of life. But then another need- supplier of notes was just sitting in front of me and I cannot ignore her either.
‘The dal doesn’t taste well’, I said
‘I don’t remember it ever does.’ She said and got up after completing her meal.
‘Rimz…I really want to see you today. I don’t even have the notes.’ I said as I escorted her to the wash basins.
‘See you at library, evening, six…and yeah, go and take a shower…you stink terribly.’ She said smilingly and left to her hostel.
Rimsha has always been a bundle of sweetness and an ocean of care to me. I can hardly imagine my study life without her. She took a good care of mine and made it sure that I don’t leave even a single word to study. And as a result I again gained my momentum and speed. I performed excellently in all the rest papers.
I always used to be puzzled about our relationship. My friends always told me that Rimsha was in love with me but being in that attitude she will never confess. Her angelic care for me even sometimes made me believe something like that. But next moment I used to realize that she was ‘just my best friend’. I very often use to think that should I be happy as she is my best friend? Or cry because she would be just a ‘best friend’ forever. But it’s okay…let our friendship make a good story.
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Thursday, 8 March 2012
Three...continues...
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23:58
One night following my usual schedule I was chatting with Rimsha.
Vyom : Rimz…please do something about me and Upasana. I really like that girl.
Rimsha: hmmm
Vyom: wat hmm??? I’m serious. Okay! See Oindrila ma’am teaches her. Just ask from ma’am how is she in studies? Plzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Rimsha: wat?????? Have u gone mad?R u kidding me? u expect me to ask such a non-sense frm ma’am. R u out of ur mind??
Vyom : Rimz…plzzz. See it’s not a big deal for u. ma’am loves u a lot. If u ask her such questions, she’ll happily reply. Plz Rimz…do it for me, for our friendship.
Rimsha: Ur such an Ass! FYI, I ‘m not doing anything like dis. And it’s final.
Vyom: don’t u want to see me happy? How mean of u Rimz…ja mujhe tujhse nahi baat karni.
Rimsha: two days back u told me that u were interested in Suman.
Vyom: Suman?? Who is she?
Rimsha: the one who was allotted to write an essay on you.
Vyom : ohh…yeah…she is also good but no yaar…for me Upasana is perfect. If for any reason I don’t get Upasana, I’ll try dat girl. But for now, Upasana is best. Do something Rimz.
Rimsha: u know u r mentally imbalanced. Rite! Well proud to tell u that Upasana last nite got show cause notice frm the warden.
Vyom : wat?????? U r kidding, rite?? :O
Rimsha: no it’s true, she and some more 3 to 4 girls got the notice.
Vyom : but y?
Rimsha: they were trying to go out of the hostel at nite 2:30. The guard caught them. One of them even tried to bribe the guard. Bt nothing workd. Pretty smart juniors.
Vyom : dat's true!!! I can’t believe this. I mean… how can they dare to do so? Well, the whole group did that or only 1 or 2 are culprit and other innocents jst got caught.
Rimsha: I don’t know the details.
Vyom: is Upasana in danger??? Hw is she???
Rimsha: ohh….look at Vyom…he is sooooo concerned abt Upasana. Never knew Vyom is such a caring person.
Vyom: C’mon Rimz, stop it, y will I care for her, she isn’t my girl friend.
Rimsha: oh...I can see Vyom blushing.
I heard a knock at the door. I typed.
Vyom: some1 at the door. Wait, BRB.
Rimsha: f9 then, I’m getting sleepy, need to catch my bed. Bye, see u at class, good nite.and remember Upasana is not your piece of cake J.
As I came back I saw Rimsha was offline and read her offline message. This message made me annoyed. And so I texted her- ‘you owe me an explanation abt y is she out of my league. I want the answer 2mrw itself.’
She took no time to reply- for that u need to be up early and attend the class. And I know it’s simply impossible for u. Never mind my best wishes for u. bye, gudni8 and sweet dreamz of Upasana. I hope she is at least get-able in your dreams. J
I hardly use to attend the classes. My friends were champs in proxy business. Tanay informed me to positively attend the IPC class as we were supposed to get some assignments.
‘Is it really so important to attend this class?’ Ketan asked
‘I told it’s totally your wish. Being a member of academic committee, I thought it’s my duty to inform you guys.’, Tanay replied irritably
I moved inside the class and took my seat next to Rimsha, the usual first bench.
She whispered," why the hell you are sitting here? Take a back seat. The professor knows very well that you don’t attend his classes. "
“I RARELY attend any classes. And it hardly matters… I am still the TOPPER.” I answered leaning on her.
"Sit properly, Vyom. "she said firmly with a tone of anger in her voice.
Annabeth who was sitting beside Rimsha said, ‘Look, who’s sharing this place with us today. I feel so honored’.
‘Anna…he comes daily but he remains invisible. You know he is GOD…Vyom, the God!’ Rimsha added more fuel to the conversation while speaking in the best of her sarcastic tone.
I must say, if the world organizes a contest of “Queen of Sarcasm’, each and every girl will be the best contender for first condition.
‘You want me to change my seat?’ I asked in annoyance.
‘No need, you can’t deprive us from this honor and pleasure.’ Both of them said in their own ways.
‘I need a paper and a pen.’ I told Rimsha.
She fished her pen pouch and passed a pen to me.
‘What about the paper?’ I asked
She looked at me irritably and asked Annabeth to do the needful.
I hardly had any interest in attending the lecture. I used to get ready-made notes from Tanay and Rimsha. The secret of my good position in the batch were these notes. I never understood why Tanay never made it up to gain best rank. I was dreaming about Upasana. I was recalling the chats I had with her. I was planning my first official date. As the class ended, the professor asked to submit the assignment. But this notice was only for those who all have missed the submission. I first looked at Tanay saying what the hell? I was fazed; I then looked at Rimsha loathingly.
“Don’t say you missed it, Vyom! You know this professor will gonna screw you up.”
Her worried expression was quite clear from her face.
‘I never knew anything about this and what the fuck were you doing? You are supposed to inform me about these fucking submissions.’ I said yelling at Rimsha
I knew what the next reaction I would be getting from her.
‘What the heck? Ass! Don’t give that crap. Did you ever check your shit mail box? Anyways you have much shittiest things to do.’ She said while getting up from her seat.
‘Can’t you do it for me? What kind of friend are you? Why the fuck am I daily tolerating you? It’s really worthless to have you as my friend. You are certainly not a friend in need. So just fuck off. And never show your shit face to me.’ I yelled and turned to leave.
Annabeth and Betty were stunned and agape to see what ever happened. I went to the professor asking for an informal extension and ended-up with a never- solvable dispute. I had screwed up the screw up. I was frustrated. I rushed to my room where I saw Tanay waiting for me. Tanay knew that he will also be a victim of this storm. I ignoring him I got inside my room and slammed the door behind me.
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